All or nothing...

Yesterday I had my appointment for my nuclear scan of the lungs and also had my abdominal ultrasound done.  I am happy to say that the doctor who performed my ultrasound confirmed that their are no metastatic cells on my liver, stomach and kidneys.  What a sigh of relief that was to hear, some good news filled with hope of a great outcome.  But i will not breathe too easily just yet, i have to get my results of other tests to see if it has spread to my bones, lungs and blood.  I have such faith that this demon will not win this battle.

In our house it has always been all or nothing, no time to process anything and onto the next. We finally got an offer on our house that we have been trying to sell for sometime now.  We are pleased to announce that we have signed and agreed upon the terms of the sale and inspection of our property.  This, I will jump for joy, knowing that we can finally move into our new place and that life will be so much easier for our daughter.  No stairs to carry her up and down, a beautiful big shower to adapt for her needs and a better quality of life for all of us.

I guess that with a negative there is always a positive.  This was weighing heavily on my husband and I, trying to figure out how we would manage with our daughter while I am in treatment and too tired to carry her down the stairs to the bus or in too much pain from the surgery to bathe her.  All that is one major weight lifted off of our shoulders.  God works in his own ways to help the process of life, good or bad faith is so important.

So tomorrow is my first appoint with my oncologist, i guess he will have the rest of my results and we will discuss treatment plan.  This is still so unreal to me and hard to believe that I have breast cancer....never thought i would utter those dreadful words.  What is getting me through this is my support team of my husband, daughter, family and friends...i love you all very much, you know who you are..

So wish me luck for tomorrow........