Today was my first day back at work after the news that I received. I had already informed my colleagues of my diagnosis and they are extremely supportive. I work for an amazing company whom is always ready to help in any way they can, even if it is just a phone call.
I thought I would have had a harder time but I was pretty good. It was a distraction, I spoke to very few people about my diagnosis and all very very positive. That is what I need right now, positive energy and good aura to surround me and my family.
Sometimes I stop and think to myself this is not happening, but then reality kicks in and I say oh shit this is real. This unwanted guest invaded my body and I will kick the shit out of it. It is a roller coaster process, and I am sure every step of the way through surgery, chemo and radiation will be just as surreal. I need to take deep breaths and keep telling myself that I will fight this like a bitch, and I will win.
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