The waiting is very hard and agonizing, I just want the dam results and know what I am dealing with....
There are so many unwanted images and ideas running through my head, my husband is also very nervous and this is putting a strain on my daughter, she senses our tension and is not reacting very favourable.
I don't understand how they can let anyone wait so long for test results, but they were closed for the Christmas holiday, there should be no holiday...just give the patient their results and make it happen quick.
There were lots of tears shed for the unknown....
So Christmas is around the corner and I decided to distract myself by hosting Christmas Day at ur house, it was a very happy day. At this point everyone who was at my house except for my mom knew what we were going through. It was so hard to keep a poker face but I wanted yo be sure what I was dealing with before breaking her heart.
One more week and I will have the results, I knew in my heart that the news would not be good. My husband was so optimistic and kept telling me that it would be alright and all would be ok. I think that deep down he knew also but he needed to keep me thinking positively.
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